you hurting me once again with your lie. im hurting, you give a hopes while im putting away the misery .
At first, im thinking in loving you, but its wrong to love you. I give my all to you and i risk all i have. But why you keep hurting me this way, i might strong enough
in their eyes, but not in myy heart. Yes , i do love you. but its before ! Now , i try slowly to erase all about you from my life. No more you
no more our memories.I cant go on in this way. Hurting myheart badly by you? Misunderstood? No ! its true ! All of that was true. Please runaway from this life and back
to when we first meet so tha i wont able to fall in love with you even a little of myheart. If i woke up tommorow, and dreamt about you. Trust me , i will try to erase it.
Everynight i prayed that all this wont happen. But its a mistake for me. My mistake for praying about this. I wish i never said about it even half of it. But i should
now the truth. The truth really hurt me, myheart even mysoul. For long duration, till now that you lied to me. For what? Theres no more words "Just a friend" . For
me , you are nothing now. Nothing. Knowing the truth is more hurting me than i knew about it later. Yes ! You saw me crawling when im begging you not to said it . But its in
mydreamt. We will never be that close like we did before, and its mypromise that you will never see me. After what we had, my wind will wash and flew its away. Although how
much i love you. I will never try to love you like i did yesterday. My weakness said that i cared to much from not hurting you. Theres a guy that can win myheart, But i look
only you in myheart. Nicely i spoke to him, that i love you much and ask myheart to be honest. Well, the decision seems the right way for both of us. You can hurt me
all the time, but not today, tonight after all that revealed. I tried to help you once , but you keep let yourself hurting myheart. Myheart door cant open for you anymore
Just go away with your own life without me by your side. I mean it well, when i said im leaving you. Yes , i do ! The misunderstood seems going well. I close myheart to
others just all because of you. But why, the truth broke myheart into the pieces. All about you gone slowly by deleting them all.
13.5.2011, the date that i will never forget what had happened, what you saids, what the truth all about. Trust me, its will be my open scars ever and mywound never
try to be heal even i let other to do so. Its harden now, no more the old her. She cant be so strong anymore the love no for you forever now. I gets all of it enough.
No more heartbreaking.But i its swear that i never stop from loving you. When i get apart from you, its all about doubts and i kill its slowly so i put all my trust
toward you. Only you ! Hoping that all this a good beginning for me. My small heart keep saying that 'its me that you love' but are they for real. All my loves was
created for you and the good beginning seems failed !
Waiting for me for 2 years seems worthless for you right ? Im crying by keep thinking how cruel you doing myheart hurting this much. Im crying to leave you away from
my life. Im sorry if i leaving you now, theres nothing i can do for letting you hurting myheart. I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE !
I;m the girl who you had broken her heart. Its all ache over ! ! Cant you see it ?? Please stop your lie when you meet someone better than me. I pray for you that you
will meet her that better than me. My big Promise for you.
