There isn't much to write today. But, I'll write anyway.
You see, 18 May, I have this big day. PSPM's result will come out on 12 noon. Yes, I'm not ready yet. Why oh why !
It will be a new season for me and other students of Matriculation.
And, now I want to be busy. So i can forget even a little while about it.
Like the kind, where you wake up in the morning with a purpose, with a plan to finish this and that. You work the whole day and when you come back, you have this sweet feeling of accomplishment. You sweat and it is a sweet smell. Because, it is the smell of adventure, new lessons, art, and love.
You miss out on life and other things like reading and writing. You miss out on everything else.
Yet, you know that eventually everything will be fine. Because, you will make everything alright.
And, you sleep like a child at night knowing that your dreams are a part of your reality.
I want to have that passion. I want to wear that energy on my sleeve.
And, I want to rock.
It is as simple as that.
I began this year with a good attitude- a positive and daring one.
It has been likewise. But, there are other days when I feel like I am wasting away. Literally.
Though, it scares me to the very core, I am willing to take it up as another adventure.
You scare me. You do. Arggghh !
But, it is not worse than the fear of not living my dreams. Ameen ( :
